Blow

Posted: 12/19/2008 at 10:15AM |

This again is a song from Atryu...the worlds greatest band!!


So fuckin' blow those words out the back of your head,
I've heard it all and I'm done with that shit,
You tell me lies, and you get what you get,
so blow those fuckin' words out the back of your head.

Oh my god did you just hear
lies are coming back in style?
Oh my god this seems so real that they find you,
and confine you

So shut your mouth, we've heard it all.
Hypocrite's and critics all
can fuck off we do this for our souls,
our souls.

What they say, won't make us go away.

So fuckin' blow those words out the back of your head,
I've heard it all and I'm done with that shit,
You tell me lies,
and you get what you get,
so blow those fuckin' words out the back of your head.

We're not sorry and we won't conform.
It's not our choice but something inborn.
If we fail followin' are hearts
can you blame us? (No, no, no)

A square peg in a black hole
We don't fit in that's the way it goes.
You should of not thought you're better than us,
no, you're not.
(No, no, no)

What they say, won't make us go away.

So fuckin' blow those words out the back of your head,
I've heard it all and I'm done with that shit,
You tell me lies,
and you get what you get,
so blow those fuckin' words out the back of your head.

So fuckin' blow those words out the back of your head,
I've heard it all and I'm done with that shit,
You tell me lies,
and you get what you get,
so blow those fuckin' words out the back of your head.
(Blow, blow, blow)
Blow those fuckin' words out the back of your head.

Tell yourself yourself you're not alone at all.
(Looking out your window, know you're all alone)
Oh, tell yourself you're not alone at all. (At all)
(Staring out your window, know you're alone)

What they say, won't make us go away.
Go away, go away, go away.

So fuckin' blow those words out the back of your head,
I've heard it all and I'm done with that shit,
You tell me lies,
and you get what you get,
so blow those fuckin' words out the back of your head.

So fuckin' blow those words out the back of your head,
I've heard it all and I'm done with that shit,
You tell me lies,
and you get what you get,
so blow those fuckin' words out the back of your head.
(Blow, blow, blow)

Here is a link to hear the song...
http://search.playlist.com/tracks/Atreyu%20%22Blow%22
Blow those fuckin' words out the back of your head.
(Of your head, of your head, of your head)
Yea!

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Murder In My Soul

Posted: 12/19/2008 at 08:13AM |

hhhmmm...have fun reading this!


Darkness creeps into my heart,
flashes of memory are all around me,
I cannot get out,
its all I think about,
demonic bones that torment me!

I can't see through fog that covers the field,
its so hot but yet my heart freezing,
I cannot stop,
my soul has dropped,
I am blind but yet some how I see!

Fire is burning and your face is all I see,
why do you keep coming after me!?

CHORUS
There's a fire in my heart,
and there's no room for me to start,
running in the wrong direction,
I have consumed this place,
there's no wrong way,
now this open wound has an infection!
END CHORUS

I beg for more when I've had enough,
will you please give me your love,
I am so broken,
I am choking,
over my words that just stutter out!

Will I ever find a way,
will you come turn my night into day,
and come save me,
I am afraid the,
only thing I have is you!

Fire is burning your face is all I see,
why do you keep coming after me!?

CHORUS

BRIDGE
I hear voices but see no faces,
I see shadows but see no bodies,
I feel fingers but see no hand,
I'm touching something but nothings there!
END BRIDGE

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A River Rush

Posted: 12/19/2008 at 08:12AM |


It keeps on crashing over me,
just when I think I forgot it is all I see,
I made one mistake causing a hundred more,
I am addicted to what I try to ignore.

You talk about but do not realize,
that when you say it covers my eyes,
in what I knew was wrong but couldn't stop,
I wanted a little but turned out with a lot!

CHORUS
Its these dang memories that are circling,
my head I wish I could get out of here,
I am so lost I am blinded,
by the stupid things that I've done,
I hate myself but I do it more,
and more and more and more and more!
END CHORUS

Like a river they rush through my head,
sweep through for a moment and then they are all dead,
No nothing that you do,
will make my dreams come true,

My dream is to forget about everything,
every god cursed person that I ever looked at,
they keep haunting me,
why are they taunting me?

CHORUS

BRIDGE
I run away In my own head,
forgetting all the stupid things that I have said,
oh god I wish that I was dead,
my eyes are blind but I can still see my arms so red,
I cannot fix this life that I have wrecked!
END BRIDGE

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Darkness

Posted: 12/19/2008 at 08:10AM |

HAHA! yes I do need to put down the pen...

Take back my stupid life,
turn into what you want,
so you pick up the knife,
if it is all that you got.

Erase these memories,
that are holding me down,
so I can show you these,
things that turned me around.

From the boy you use to know,
you will never know again,
all this anger that I show,
it will never ever end!

CHORUS
I want to feel this darkness,
cause its all I have,
you want to feel the sharpness,
of your stupid knife!
END CHORUS
Do you feel the fire burn,
the hot fire of hell,
will you ever learn,
that you are not that well.

I can see you and feel,
the pressure of the world on you,
don't think that my loves not real,
but there is nothing I can do!

From the boy you use to know,
you will never know again,
all this anger that I show,
it will never ever end!

CHORUS

BRIDGE
Take all away from me,
so I will never know it,
I am lost tell me don't you see,
but I can never show it,
all I want is just to be free,
don't you see me choking,
that is all I want to be,
if you would just be HERE!
END BRIDGE

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Who Am I?

Posted: 11/29/2008 at 05:26PM |

This is a riddle I made when I was bored, it was originally a song!

Who am I? I give what I don't receive, I have faith but I don't believe, I fix then I break, I lead what I don't follow, I teach but I don't learn, I help when I don't reject, I build up after I push down, I get used after I use, I talk but I don't listen, I advise but I don't live it, I strengthen but I am weak, I say what I don't speak, I lie then I tell the truth, I am good then I am bad, I am god when I am not Satan, I am life then I am death, I am old but I am new, I laugh then I cry, I think what I don't know...who am I?

When I get to five comments from at least five different people, I will tell people!

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"Slow Burn"

Posted: 11/27/2008 at 07:07AM |

No this isn't my song...the a song from the band Atreyu!

It begins with a dark glowing ember
something black burning its way out of me
searing the flesh
pain is the only thing i feel
scars all i see
oh no the fires burning my insides again
what can i do to silence my desire tonight
flames consuming reason
Leaving only ashes left
you will catch me regretting my decision

I can't keep telling myself what i want to hear
I can't just close my eyes

i know that
its killing me
and its poisoning the best in me
what i see i don't want to believe
so let me tell you more
about the lies i lead

that is how i chose to douse the flames in gasoline
broken teeth replace the blackout memories in my head
wreckage from the past haunts me, shakes me to the bone
i know it's over but i can't go home tonight
but after this i feel as empty as the night before
feel the pain and yet i'm still begging for more
masochistic nihilistic urging backward thought
my life's a mess and i can't find a way to fix it

I can't keep telling myself what i want to hear
I can't just close my eyes

its killing me
and its poisoning the best in me
what i see i don't want to believe
so let me tell you more
about the lie i lead

Calling calling out
the darkest reaches of my soul are riddled with self doubt
crawling crawling out
my will to fight will more than suffice
when others would lay down
it's only as dark as you make it

its killing me
and its poisoning the best in me
what i see i don't want to believe
so let me tell you more
about the lie i lead

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"I Hate You"

Posted: 11/16/2008 at 06:32PM |

The red blood turns to black,
the scars I put on my wrist,
you put the scars on my back,
you better listen to this!

My heart is torn,
and my arms are bleeding,
I'm suffocating,
but the demons are breathing,

I cry out to God,
but don't get an answer,
tell me why not,
does he not care,

my past haunts me down,
and down I go,
its like I cannot turn around,
there's only one place I know,

I cannot get right,
I'll always be wrong,
my suicide,
may not be long.

The red blood turns to black,
the scars I put on my wrist,
you put the scars on my back,
you better listen to this!

CHORUS
I hate you with my life,
so watch me take my life,
I hate you with everything,
and I know that you hate me,
you think you are all that,
but your nothing more than a rat,
I hate you I'll leave it at that,
And there is nothing you can do!
END CHORUS

I am lost,
will I ever be found,
all that I lost,
will never come back around,

you hurt me,
now I will hurt you,
bet you didn't see,
what I had coming through,

my carpets stained,
and so is the knife,
my heart is strained,
for the rest of my life,

real soon I will kill,
you and your soul,
for it was your will,
when you killed me you know!

The red blood turns to black,
the scars I put on my wrist,
you put the scars on my back,
you better listen to this!

CHORUS

BRIDGE
I try to forgive you,
but your on my mind,
I want to forget you,
put the memories behind,
but you keep on coming,
bringing them back!
END BRIDGE

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"Dreams"

Posted: 11/16/2008 at 03:23PM |

this is...yes...another song.....


CHORUS
When the dead start to rise,
half bone half skin,
they look in your eyes and start walking again,
you can't move a thing,
and when you start to scream,
just remember its just a dream!
END CHORUS

When all the demons rise,
and their coming after you,
there's no way you can survive,
there's nothing you can do,

when there are noises all around,
but you can't make a sound,
and there are foot steps on the ground,
but you can't it out,

when Satan starts calling out your name,
saying you belong to him,
and starts playing the game,
saying you've done too much sin!

CHORUS

And your burning in a fire,
hearing people all around,
your trying to scream,
but you can't make a sound,

snakes are rapped around you,
and rats are eating skin.
your wishing every moment,
that you could live again,

cause life is to short to waste on you,
you have to give it up to the one who is true,
you've got to give up your selfish ways,
you have to give it up, to the God of our days.

CHORUS 2
When the dead start to die,
all bone no skin,
they have no eyes,
and they'll never live again,
you can't move a thing,
cause your covered in chains,
just remember its not a dream!
END CHORUS 2

BRIDGE
And this dream,
is to real,
I hope you never know,
I hope you never feel,
what your future holds!
END BRIDGE


This I think isn't as good as the other ones!!

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"Hurt"

Posted: 11/16/2008 at 09:24AM |

This is another song I wrote.....


I feel the whole world is at my neck,
I'm never gonna look back, never gonna respect,
you and the law that your giving cause I'm just living,
but I'm not listening to the lies you whisper,

your amazing death, was my creation and birth,
I laugh at the rest, and cry for the cursed,
would it make me less, if I sold my soul,
if I passed your test, you will never know,

You live your life, just so it can end,
and it causes more strife, when you don't have a friend,
you think you know me, and all my intentions,
so you just lie easily, because you've never disciplined,

if you had power to use, would you use it on me,
would you use it for abuse, so nobody can see,
you dream nightmares, and wonder why,
your greatest accomplishment, was to see me die.

CHORUS
I fake a smile so you won't know,
the things I've done, the places I go,
I live my life just by a lie,
so you won't be able to stop me when I die,
you act like I'm an angel to make you look good,
then you stab me in my back, and stomp on my foot,
I'm sick of being pushed and used,
no longer will I let my heart be abused!
END CHORUS

This world is worthless, it has no need,
cause all that is in it, are people filled with greed,
all beauty and sound, will all soon burn,
so just die now, and wait for your turn,

I'd give you answers, to all your questions,
but would you just shut up, cause I don't have them,
even if I focused, my life on God,
all of my past, will tell me who I'm not,

so if everybody, just lived for the moment,
where would we be, does anybody know this,
I want the world to know, there's a fire in me,
but my hearts so cold, you will never see it,

so sit back, and just rest,
You need to know that, there is no best,
so if your angry, then join the crew,
the crew of people, who all hate you.

CHORUS

BRIDGE
Please God save me today,
there's just so much sin, I don't know what to say,
God I know your the only way,
I am losing my grip, please set me free,
there's got to be something you ca do,
to help every person, make it through,
make it through their doom,
I'm glad that I know, glad I know you!
END BRIDGE


I wrote this song when I was really mad as you can see!

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