look guys a lotta stuff is going really wrong right now 1. my mom is in the hospital 2. i'm loosing one of my favorite teachers next year 3. one of my best friends is leaving the school and not coming back leaving me to fend for my self 4. i'm really scared to see my mom the way she in now it just scares me. what the doctors are saying she has could kill her i'm not ready to raise 2 kids by myself i'm scared i'll screw it up really bad i feel like God does not really care about me at all that hes left me and does not care at all and thats what scares me the most.